When the lights go out…

It’s nighttime, the kids are in bed; Hubby’s asleep but will probably say he was resting his eyes once he wakes up. You’re all alone, just you and Jesus. Who are you now? I ask myself this periodically, to see if I’m still aware of me. Lately, I recognized that I’ve simply been reacting to […]

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Letter to the single mom… 

Dear beautiful, After having my daughter, I felt like I didn’t deserve God’s grace because of what I’d done. My virginity was this treasure I kept; it set me apart and made me special now it was gone. I felt worthless and finished.  The open shame of my secret sin and the public evidence of […]

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I was a cheater too…

Most women I’ve encountered can recall various instances of being cheated on and lied to. Okay, I’m no different but what I also like to share aside from my scars are the wounds I’ve inflicted on others.  Maybe it started with me being cheated on. That doesn’t matter, it didn’t give me the right to […]

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Flying blind… 

Two nights ago I was on a plane, there was turbulence and the only thing I could see out the window was darkness and clouds. Yeah, get ready for the really deep synopsis of my experience because it’s coming!  But first, on the plane my first thought was to pray. Ironically enough I was reading […]

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Frightening fantasy…

My fantasies have taken a frightful turn. They’re not even about me anymore.  My utmost desire is to witness the healing power of God move. My immense and passionate hope is that the power of God be revealed in its fullness and that I am both a witness and a channel of His glory.  It’s […]

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To my lover…

You awaken the depths of my soul and breathe life into my weathered existence. Your lips press against mine and your words spill out of me.  Your eyes lineup with mine and you change my vision of the world, of my past, of myself. You love me so completely and with so much fervor that […]

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As her heart speaks…

Words do no justice For as her heart speaks Her soul cries out strength Though her flesh is weak Though emotions overtake her And life seems to get her down Jesus never leaves her He’s always to be found His love is her heart’s song His grace a melody loud His love is for the […]

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